~The Drama Never Ends~

andrew and i broke up...

2006-04-19T00:45:20Z

yeah... as u've probably heard by now... andrew and i broke up*
break was alright.. i painted my room and it's really bright... i got a new bed spread and sheets and stuff... it looks really cute*
i'm really not in much of a mood to type tho... so here's a song that describes exactly how i feel about this whole break up thing...

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

i love you everyone that has truly been there for me*
=)
mar*

=)

2006-03-22T01:59:01Z

=)
i love you andrew*
ya give me wrinkles* haha*
mar*

I Love You

2006-03-08T02:01:26Z

I think everything is worked out now between me and some friends* thank goodness*!
school has been going okay... i cant wait till summer tho!* i'm tired of waking up so early and having to put clothes on...if i could i'd live in sweat pants and a tee* whew*
saturday- i went to andrew's game and then went with him and his family to johnson city for rebekah's bday* happy 19th!* =) it was really fun* we went out to eat at olive garden and mmm mmm mmm ... it was great*! his g-rents were really sweet and very funny... * haha!!*...(that's so g... jeff.. ya wanna carrot?... and rebekah's butterfly accesory kit hAhA*) i had a really great time* andrew and i passed out in the back seat and didnt get home till about 12:30* we fell asleep on each other... he's so cute when he's asleep =)* he get's this cute lil look on his face.. ya cant help but smile*
sunday- woke up and went to church... then after church went back to coeburn and watched my cousin tanner's game at 2* then at three i went to the hs and watched andrew's game* they have one crazy team*LoL* Sunday night i wasnt too happy.. so i watched wedding crashers... haha.. it was funny* i didnt get in bed until like 12*
today- i had tennis after school till 5* came home, ate, and then went to the tanning bed* i really wanted to go and see andrew but mom just had to ride with me... and she was in her pj's* shew!*
i think me and doug are going sat. to go and look for him a tux* andrew will be gone to the state tourney... so if ya want to do something just let me know*!
we got our report cards today... and thank goodness i somehow pulled an A out of my butt in alg. 2* whew*
i've got a HUGE test tomorrow so i'm gonna go and study a lil*
i love you!*
mar*
s.i.t.i.l.y.m.t.y.l.m.*

:-)

2006-03-01T03:26:41Z

*I GOT MY LICENSE!!!* --andrew got his learners today, which means he get his license on my b-day*!! -- i'm so sick of people lying to my face... i mean do they think i'm not going to find out???* it's so rediculous* and i'm tired of people sticking their noses in my business... they have no right to do that* some ppl are so two faced i thought that they were my friend.. but by the way they are acting they are evidently not* no friend goes and tries to start stuff between you and ur other friends* and talking behind my back???...that's low* i mean u cant always make everyone happy... so stop trying... * u just have to be ur self and DONT lie* a friend is someone you can trust and count on.. and i feel like i'm losing that with someone* --welp.... tennis is going good... i still need some practice time concidering i've not played in over a year* whew* but i'm going to bed and gettin some sleep* love ya*! mar* i <3 you andrew!*

-The bestest eVeR-

2006-02-16T03:35:00Z

welp... i've been trying to update but i havent had much time... so here goes..*
Monday night i went up to andrew's and we watched Urban Ledgends: Blody Mary* that was one freaky movie*whew*...
~Valentine's Day~ he got me a pink tiped rose, a soft lil tedy bear, chocolate lip gloss, and lemon meringue body butter. it smells real real good* i def. had the bestest valentine's day ever* i got him a picture frame with a pic. of us in it ( i wrote i heart you down the side), some reese cup candy and kisses, and a basketball that i wrote inside jokes and other funny stuff on* i went by his house before school (he'd already left) and left it in his room.. so when he came home from the game ... there was a lil surprise*...it was the best one yet* i <3 u!*
last night was our last game ... we lost to pound* i'm really gonna miss cheering with some of these girls* it has been a really fun year... but i know next year will be even better*! i love you all!!* i'm gonna go and go to bed i'm not feeling to great* i plan on going to the coeburn/pound game tomorrow it'll be mine and andrew's 4 months*... the best for months i could ever ask for... it's nice to actully not fight with someone for once* but i'll try and update a lil sooner next time..*lol*
love you!*
mar*
i.i.c.o.t.h.h.m.i.l.h.*

I had one wish, we are best friends, our love will never end,
it has just began. I had one wish, you are my boo, I promise
to love you, you trust me and I trust you.----

...Busy Weekend... ;-)

2006-01-29T21:43:50Z

shew... i've had one busy weekend, but it was a GREAT one* friday night was our homecoming* i just want to say one thing.... wise cheerleaders better learn how to shut their mouths and how to actully act with 'class'*... they know nothing about that* number one... it's rude to make fun of other cheerleaders... much less right infront of their faces...* do u think we're blind or something??? number two... judge yourselves before you judge others*! and last thing... just for the record... ahhhh we thought u KNEW* hAhA*
Friday- after the game i came back to my house with kara and changed clothes* Andrew and Nick met us here and we took some pics... btw... i put them on my pic. page* they turned out pretty good*=) we went to the dance which was lots of fun cause i was with my baby* I got back home around one and cRaShEd* i slept till like 11 sat.*
Saturday- i had to straighten up the house a lil cause people were going to come up for dad's b-day after the game* then got me a shower... thank goodness*whew*lol* Andrew came up and surprised me with the BEST reese cup blizard eVeR* yumm* (reese cups are my favorite candY)* we hung out here for a lil then he had to leave and go to Coeburn to help out with the 'lil ppl's tournament'* so...i got ready for the norton/pound game* it was a really good game they really played us good last night it was soo close tho* after the game everyone started coming up to my house for my dad's bday* and Andrew got to come back up* YaY* there was like 50 ppl here* after everyone left kara and jules spent the night with me... and Andrew spent half the night w/ me* lol* ya gotta love the boy*... after Andrew left me kara and jules got a lil hungry so we made some more noodles* ...noodles are the best* on the way to the kitchen i was carrying two cups of coke and jules turns around and says, 'oooo it's scarry' and for some reason it scared the crap out of me and the coke went all over us ... and the kitchen* haha* we made a video of us making noodles... it was quiet funny* it was like 3 in the morning and we looked pretty rough*
Today- Kara's phone woke us up and she had to leave to go to her church this mornin* then mom decides to wake me up at like 8:30 to go and clean up the HUGE mess we made* i was half dead* so i got that done and slept till like 10* then me and jules got up and got ready for church* after church we had a soup and sandwich dinner* mmm mmm mmm... it was good* we came back to my house and she helped me w/ some hw* then she left* and i'm bout to fall over right now cause i'm soooo tired* welp... i think i'm gonna go and take a lil nap*
<3 ya!*
mar*
irltg*

hmmm

2006-01-19T23:45:47Z

well nothing much has been going on* andrew and i are doing greaT* =) we've been dating three months so far... and i hope it will be a lot longer* that boy just makes me so happY*
...we started a new semester... and it's going good so far...
1st block accounting
2nd block algebra 2
3rd block biology
4th block concert band (pretty much a study hall)lol*
shew... appy beat norton... that was a upset.. atleast it was for our guys* i think we need some new refs tho... appy was fouling us some and they wouldnt call crap* URG*! ah... we'll get em next time* =)
i've had a lot of homework lately and a lot of games so i probably wont be updating very soon* but i still love you all!*
wow...this was a short one*
but i'm gonna go and do some more hw* =( (btw...andrew... the bad kind of hw)*haha*
i miss you!!*
-N-
i <3 u*!
--mar*

Pics*

2006-01-05T01:47:59Z

welp... here's the pics i promised...
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/mar_jib/my_photos
leave me some comments!*
love ya'll!*
mar*
andrew... ily more and more each day (with a BIG pink HeArT)* =)

What a night*

2006-01-01T21:48:10Z

Happy New Year everyone!!*
well... andrew and kara came up last night* nick was going to come up... but he got grounded =(...kara was pretty bummed bout that* andrew got to my house a lil after 10...me n kara decided to try and scare him when he got to my house.. so kara dressed in all black... except for my big WhItE cheerleading tennis shoes*LOL!* she jumped down and hid in the bushes beside of my porch* andrew came to the door and i was trying to stall him so she could jump up on the porch and grab him.. well.. that didnt work too well...* kara grunted really loud when she was pushing herself up and got thorns stuck in her butt* andrew looked around and caught her laying face first on the ground* hahaha* well.. that didnt work* so we finally came inside* andrew and i went sliding through my house and laid looking at my ceiling again* we are some crazy kids* kara was just walking through the house singing* hah* she kept saying me and andrew needed some time alone... and she'd leave the room and come back like 5 min. later!!* shew i love that girl*lol* andrew went to sleep in my floor... while kara and i drank some vault!*... andrew couldnt have any* lol*..(i <3 ya babe);)... well i finally got andrew out of the floor and we started wrestling again...geeze... i think he broke my back*lol* he kept picking me up and putting me back down and tickling me hahaha* i couldnt stop laughing... oh but i got him back!!* i'm not the only one thas a lil ticklish* welp... it was finally midnight and i got my new year's eve kiss*... but i missed the ball drop cause we were still rolling laughin in the floor killing each other* kara spent the night with me and we didnt go to bed till 4 this morning... and we got up at 9 for church... so i think i'll go take me a lil nap* btw..i took some pics.. but i'll have to set them up on here... so just keep checking*
l8ter t8ter!*
imy andrew!* and i <3 u with i GiAnT pink HeArT ;) .. ur the bestest*
mar*

=^)

2005-12-22T02:45:04Z

kara spent the night with me last night, and we were a lil hyper* we called andrew's cell and left him one crazy msg* then we called nick's..whew... do you like pop tarts?*lol* we got real hungry and ate some mac n cheese* we had to get pics... cause i actully cooked something without it burning or exploding* ..thank godness there werent any fires last night*lol* we watched the last part of hitch and then hit the sack* we didnt wake up till like 12 something today... we finally got showers at like 5 LoL* kara left and then i headed to andrew's*
well...i just got back from andrew's house* we exchanged gifts tonight ;^)* he got me a really really pretty light blue sweater with a cream tank to go under it* he also got me pink pig house shoes* how awesomes*! =^) his rents got me a photoalbum thing with a pic of me and him in it* it was soo cute* i got him a gray hoodie from ae and a blue button up shirt from hollister.. oh and i cant for get the blue squishy UK pillow* we watched the 40 year old virgin* that was one crazy movie*! his mom came down there and he switched the lango to spanish so she couldnt hear what they were saying* i think that made it even funnier cause here was this dorky guy that sounded like a mexican* hahahah* me n his mom finally got him to change those stinky socks* shew... he had on a pair of socks he wore to school today and played the game in last night* we were bout to die*lol* dont worry his shorts n shirt were clean*;^) i called donovan's house for rebekah* haha* i said.. is donovan there?... he said.. this is donovan... i was like oh hey!! umm... well... here* and handed her the phone... i was crackin up* i think he thinks i a lil crazy*lol*.. cant blame him tho* welp... i'm gonna go and help mom finish wrapping some things*
love ya*
mar*
10/16/05... =^)
i.n.s.s.t.h.*lol!!*

Chocolate chip soup

2005-12-13T00:15:37Z

--well andrew came up last night* haha* we had one great time* =^)... i was craving some chocolate chip pie.. so we decided to make one.. (he makes some good chocolate chip pies... let me tell ya..)i wore his lil apron... lol... it was pretty sweet tho.. it had his name and bball number on it* we got in a lil fight and chased each other through the house with batter on our hands* haha* u should've seen us* i finally cornered him and got him on the side of his face and his ear* i got a lil on his shirt too.. ooops* well we got the pie all mixed up and put it in the oven* we came back to check it and smoke busted through my oven door... it was on fire*hahahah* we used the wrong kind of flour and our pie exploded*... i yelled at mom and she just laughed at us*... i was rolling in the floor laughing...* well... we decided to stop cooking and came and got on the computer... then spilled milk all over.. i just found a key that doesnt work cause we got a lil milk on it*lol*...ooops* we had a leg wrestling rematch... he won.. i think he cheated tho* jk* we just kinda chilled out laying in my kitchen floor for a lil bit*...usually people look at the sky with each other.. but no.. we look at my kitchen celing* haha* i burned him a bball cd.... it's pretty awesome* =^)--
we were on a 2 hour snow schedule today... i'm glad i got to sleep.. but no school would've been lots beter* i'm soo excited to get out for christmas break!* cant wait till friday* our game was canceled friday so i'll prolly go to the coeburn pv. game* oh well.. i'm out*
l8ter t8ter!*
<3 ya!*
mar*
...10/16/05...

Girls' day out* =^)

2005-12-10T01:19:13Z

today was the funest ever!* me, kara, and bekah went out to eat at yamato's! yum was that stuff good!* this little baby kept staring at bekah... a lil freaky* it was cute tho* i dont think he liked me too much* after we ate we decided to do a lil shopping!* we went to tracy's hair and got us some make-up* then we got back to the car and bekah ran over a 'hump'* i think her mom was a lil scared* we went cruising while listening to halloween*.. man thas one crazy song*lol* we decided to stop by silver warehouse.. they got some pretty stuff* we went to hibbet's then to wal mart* me and kara were hiding behind some bra's... shew crazy times* well... we didnt find bekah any boots* so we went to goody's and belk*... no luck... we tried pebbles and i got raped with perfume*haha* man did i smell* we started craving some ice cream so we went to FAIRY queen* lol* shew man there are some pervs out there* this trucker guy started honking at us* he got stuck in the road...hahahah!!* that's what he gets* then we got to my house and i fixed bekah's hair... kara bout lost her purse... but we found it under bekah's butt* haha* that was a good one*... kara bout freaked out* then we listened to music* bekah left*
sooo much fun!*!*!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~tomorrow we go to state!!!*YaY!* good luck guys*! i'm so excited ... except we have to be at the hs @ 5:30* shew.. i'm gonna be looking rough!* i called the back seats and i'm sleeping ALL the way!* but i'm gonna go and get some stuff together for tomorrow*
imy andrew... good luck at you game tonight!* i <3 u baby!*
l8ter t8ter!*
mar*

Back off*!

2005-12-07T00:43:02Z

do you ever wish people would stop sticking their noses in your business?* well i do... an i'm starting to get really pissed of at people* what is the point in trying to get with someone that is dating someone else?* that's just stupid*... and why stare someone down and give them dirty looks??...cause ur stupid* urg!!* i think SOME people need to get over themselves* i know it's hard to let go of someone u really liked... but U have to move on* u can treat me like crap all you want but when it comes to my friends...u really need to back off* people have become so two faced... one minute they are your best friends.. the next thing u know.. they're talking behind your back* who does that to their REAL friends...*
-- oh well i guess i cant fix other people's mistakes i can just fix my own --
andrew and i are doing great* andrew nick and i went to kara's saturday night* wow that was a fun one!* haha* we watched mean girls... well kara and nick did... me and andrew pretty much just wrestled* haha* (sorry bout punching ur leg) ooops* nick kept trying to fake us off with this picture that looked like a butt... but it was really just a bent leg*haha* i dont think kara's room will ever be the same... i'm surprised it's still in one piece* ... sorry bout that kara! <3 ya!* shew.. we'll have to do that one again!!*
---RAIDERS ARE GOING TO STATE!!!---
Saturday was one of the best games of the season... we won 14-6* whew... good luck this weekend guys!!*
well... i think i'm gonna go and have some talks with people*
love ya's!*
mar*
10/16/05... the best day ever* ;^)

~OnE mOnTh~

2005-11-17T03:21:51Z

Andrew and i have been dating for one month today!* i think he's the coolest guy i know!* haha!*
~i went to his house saturday and smoked him in leg wrestling* it's my enormous leg muscles.. u know* lol* he did beat me a lil in ping pong tho... that was pretty embarrassing* ah.. i'll get him next time!* ;^)... we watched the movie hitch... that was pretty funny* and those tacos were yummy* haha*
~the cheerleaders drew names for secret santa today...* i'm sooo ready for christmas... even tho it's not even thanksgiving yet*! i'm going to gatlinburg for thanksgiving with my family.. that will be interesting* i cant wait to just sleep late* =^)
~back to andrew... cause i promised him i'd update* haha* i just got off the phone with him* he left me some pretty funny voice mails..lmao* those are the best tho* what is a marsupial??.. i think a platipus..ha*
i really hope i get to see him sometime this weekend* the cheerleaders are talking bout having a sleepover friday night and going to the breakfast at the rescue squad together* that will be fun*

but i'm real tired...
l8ter t8ter
mar*
it's not hard to see u are the one for me*

...I dunno what i'd do without ya...

2005-11-02T01:37:43Z

hey guys!!* =^)... i'm actully updating... again!!* omg* haha* these past few weeks have been the best*! andrew and i are doing great!!* he's the most awesome guy i know* we're sooo much alike it's scarry!* lol* my weekend was the best ever*
friday--- andrew and john (his friend) came to the game* after the game me kara andrew john and hannahH went and ate wendy's!* it was mmm mmm good!*
saturday night--- andrew john and kara came up* we just chilled watchin a movie then brianna and pugh stopped by for like 10 min* we watched the 'hot chick' man... that's one good movie (wink)* i've never laughed soo much in my life*! it was one funny night* my rents were pretty kewl* TG* we'll have to do that agian guys* haha* oh and the coolest thing is jonh jones's dad's name is mike!!* haha* thas a good one*
Leave me some comments*
l8ter t8ter!*
i <3 ya!*
mar*
10/16/05

Yes sir
Yes sir
Yes sir
Yes sir

[Chorus]
I got new shoes on the ride (yes sir)
Rollin' down 95 (yes sir)
And you can see in my eyes (yes sir)
That I'm lookin for a cutiepie (yes sir)
And we ain't gotta make love (yes sir)
And we can just cuddle up (yes sir)
But if she want me to beat it up(yes sir)
Then damnit ill beat it up (yes sir)

My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)

[Baby Blue]
I don't know why, but the ladies call ol' baby blue the sticker
They take me and make me they victim
I lick em and freak 'em if they married I stick game
If they look like wifey material, then I keep 'em
Stuntin' through the city tryin' to find a lady who
Beautiful, but she gotta have booty too
Baby blue gonna let you do what you wanna do
You can feel on it if you really want to
get a taste of this salami
knock knock knock knock you down like a tsunami but see you like the tommy
I'mma ahead of my class gettin' head in the jag
look in the duffle bag see benjamin heads on the cash

[Chorus]
I got new shoes on the ride (yes sir)
Rollin' down 95 (yes sir)
And you can see in my eyes (yes sir)
That I'm lookin for a cutiepie (yes sir)
And we ain't gotta make love (yes sir)
And we can just cuddle up (yes sir)
But if she want me to beat it up(yes sir)
Then damnit ill beat it up (yes sir)

My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)

Top down blue star tag
Ol' master bear skin rugs in the jag
Spectac with the bad chick in the back
tryin ta beat it up like an Everlast punching bag
hotter than a bisquick biscuit out the oven
your baby mama go on missions to get this lovin
we kissin and huggin she never pick her phone up
You be lookin for her while we doin the grown up
she complain when she catch back spasms,
but she love when she get the back to back orgasms
yes sir, the game is automatic, give it to 'em one time
They come back like addicts.

[Chorus]
I got new shoes on the ride (yes sir)
Rollin' down 95 (yes sir)
And you can see in my eyes (yes sir)
That I'm lookin for a cutiepie (yes sir)
And we ain't gotta make love (yes sir)
And we can just cuddle up (yes sir)
But if she want me to beat it up (yes sir)
Then damnit ill beat it up (yes sir)

My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)

[Slick 'Em]
Well let me step up in this thang
Right lookin smellin good
lookin good Spec and Baby Blue and Pleasure Fool
That's all we got!
let me drop my top pull up in the parking lot
grab a grape soda bag of chips
that's all I got
park outside minglin wit' my homeboys
faked out fake hugs leave me alone boy
plus the candy lookin good enough to eat
you can tell by the way the girls actin cross the street
but on the other hand
Alfalfa Just hit me on my metro
say a party in the park hard baby let's go
the balla tick no questions asked, so I jumped out the white jag
smooth like Shaq come her girl!

I got new shoes on the ride (yes sir)
Rollin' down 95 (yes sir)
And you can see in my eyes (yes sir)
That I'm lookin for a cutiepie (yes sir)
And we ain't gotta make love (yes sir)
And we can just cuddle up (yes sir)
But if she want me to beat it up (yes sir)
Then damnit ill beat it up (yes sir)

My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)

Mac and Cheese

2005-10-21T02:02:32Z

haha* well i'm in one crazy mood* but that's what mountain drew will do to ya* =^)
-- we go together like mac and cheese!* --
he makes me smile constantly... i've got wrinkles!*lol* no matter what he knows what to say to make me laugh and cheer me up*
he can relate to everything that i say...
i can go crazy and say anything and he wont make fun of me* we laugh at everything*
andrew told me he was eating honey chicken and it was really sweet tasting and he was like -- gosh this is like mar she's my honey and she's really really sweet --* hahah* i <3 u!!!* i guess that means i'm pretty tasty!!*
i dont think anyone could make me laugh as much as he does*
-- that stupid puerto rican -- lmao* --- shew and the stupid chicken ---
oh and --- bunjie jumping goats ---
good times*!

i know i can be myself around him and not have to worry about what i say or do*
i really think i might <3 this guy* =^)
but i'm gonna go to bed and ---dream bout him--- lol*
-*10/16/05*-
l8ter t8ter!!*
mar*

It's been forever!

2005-09-24T15:40:14Z

what now pv?... oh and what was up with that sign about our cheerleaders???* i think ya need a new sign* esp. after last night* =^) now that was a game*

-*There WAS NO if about it this time*-

good job boys*
love ya
mar*

=^)

2005-06-03T00:37:57Z

hey guys!*
this is going to be a short one*... but Clark and i are dating... since the 24th* he is one of the sweetest guys i think i'll ever meet* he knows exactly what to do to cheer me up =^)* i couldnt ask for a better guy*... Clark... your the BeSt!*
well tonight was the band banquet which was pretty boring* but they had some GOOD fooD!*lol*
I'm SOOO glad that school is out!* my mom is gone to new orleans right now to be with my aunt... that's in the hospital* she needs all the prayers she can get... so plz pray for her*
i'm so ready to sleep late!* btw.. i got my learners sat.!* and it was on the first try too!* lol* everybody better be watching out!*lol* but i'm gonna go and watch a movie then talk to Clark*=^)
l8ter t8ter!*
*mar*
5/24/05 =^)
*-i.l.y.m.t.a.i.t.w-*

friends*

2005-05-10T01:03:24Z

Well guys... i guess there's one thing you learn in high school... who your REAL friends are* they're definately not the people who blame you for starting a rumor that's not even true* ... oh and then bringing your mom into it... now that's low* then there's those friends that just desert you.. oh because your hanging around with someone else some* wow ... that's really fair*
It's amazing how sometimes your best friend becomes your worst enenmy...* and you dont even know why* is it jealousy? no... i dont know what it is* i miss the good times i used to have with them... it seems like i went to bed one night and woke up with my best friends hating me*
i'm glad i have my true friends tho* the one's that have burping contest... and leave grapes all over the floor!!!* hahah!!* kara, maggie* and someone u can talk to bout ne thing... and trust me ne thing*lol*... jules* then there's those u just goof off with...briannaA*...let's sing some christmas songs... in maY* lol* and kel... cant ever 4get ya*... we had us some good talks!* i can always come to ya and look up to ya*... love ya girl*
then you have that guy... he makes you feel like no one else can make you feel*... he respects you... and what you believe... he makes you laugh at everythinG .. oh and to sings with you everynight* aha*.... thanks Clark* =^)
well... i think i'm gonna go and start on me some hw* urg* here's the BEST song EVER!* lol*

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And I've dropped out, I've burned up
I fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on
Remembered the things that you said

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

The greatest fan of your life

love ya guys!*
--mar*

mar_jib @ 2005-03-30T21:32:00

2005-03-31T02:34:53Z

hey guys*!
well... just incase some of you havent heard... i dont have icq ne more* =^( so if u were wondering why i havent been on... that's why* let's just say some things were said on icq that shouldnt have been said* oh and i'm not on lock-down...ne more*lol* and i got my phone back* TTL!*
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we're on spring break!* yeah* lol* i've been sleeping late*... that's always good* i went shopping in pikeville and got lots of cute things* =^) we got new furniture in the living room... the couches are like the ones in american eagle!!* they're real comfy!*
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well... i really dont know what else to say... it's a pretty boring update... and a short one...ahhh.. atleast i updated*lol*
btw... thanks kel for your last comment on my journal!*
but i'm out*
l8ter t8ter!*
mar*
s.w.n.t.j.o.b.w.j.o.*

mar_jib @ 2005-02-25T20:32:00

2005-02-26T01:36:42Z

I MISS YOU JUSTIN!!! ="(

Luv Ya!

Mar

mar_jib @ 2005-01-30T16:36:00

2005-01-30T21:44:41Z

hey guys!*
okay... so i'm over justin... that one took awhile... but what can i say?..lol*
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okay... there's this new guy in my life... i'm sure most of ya know who he is* =^) he's AlmosT perfect*
so everything's going pretty good... i have a lot more work this semster...ah*
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j.v. cheerleading is a mess* everyones mad at each other all of the time* there's so much jealousy on there it's rediculous* i just cant wait till next year* some people are really bothering me on there tho..* i'm sorry i'm soo tall* if i could change it i would.. but i cant* just cause i'm tall doesnt mean i need to be shoved in the back all of the time*... oh well* alternating where we sat was fine with me too...but i guess some people werent okay with it* ah*
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here's another thing on my mind... i'm tired of people just assuming things... if ur not sure about something ask me... dont go and start a rumour about it* it's amazing how this even spread to people at pound... hmmm.*??
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oh and if i tell you not to say nething... that means keep your mouth shut*ah.. but i'm gonna go and call -SomeonE-*
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Bee good*
l8ter t8ter~*
mar* =^)

I Just Dunno

2005-01-01T03:37:42Z

*...hey guys...*

i finally got my lj to work!* yay!*lol*.. it's been a LONG while* sorry bout that*
Justin and i have broken up*... it's been about two months since we've been apart*... i cant get him out of my head tho...* even after 2 months.. i still love him* everyone says i'm stupid for that... but i cant help the way i feel* so.. just for the record... I MISS U JUSTIN*!

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i never realized how much people watch ur every move...* it's like they're just waiting for u to mess up*... i was talking to someone and they said they knew everything about me.... and it was all according to this other person* wow... i've never even given this person time of day.. and yet they knew my every move*...i feel like every thing i do is being watched* either by people at school.. adults... or even my mom and dad sometimes...* i'm really sick of that*

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okay.. this one is for all of the guys out there* i'm sick of guys only wanting one thing.. and i'm sorry but u aint gettin it from me* i know... guys will NEVER change* but i'm tired of being look at as some type of sex object... that's not what i am.. i'm a human... and for all u guys...u aint gettin any out of this girl... so quit trying*
so ya wanna know my type of guy??
1) i know he's gonna think about sex...but he wont constantly talk about it*
2)this one's a duh... he's gotta look good (somewhat)*lol*
3) he will respect me and my family.. oh and cant forget friends!!!!*
4) he'll treat me like a girl... not just some other person*
.... that's all i want... and let me tell ya... that sure is hard to find!*

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well... things have been round and round with mom* ofcourse... but i've learned to expect that*... ah... life sucks*.. oh well i still gotta live it*

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jules has spent the night with me.. and i've stayed with her!* it's been tons of fun!*lol* surprisingly.. we didnt get too sick of each other!*lol* oh... btw jules... prank?* haha* 'i'm gonna tell my mommy'.. and call the cops!* LOL!* ....thanks for the laugh girls!* that one made my night!*=^)whew i'm
pretty sure of the girls that did that one*

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Cheerleading is going better*.. kinda...* well i'll just say i think that some ppl have cleared things up*=^).. dont worry ********... i support ur *decision* ... we really need to work harder on jv tho*...there's gotta be some hope somewherez*lol*

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i think i've ran out of things to say... a lot's happend in the past 2 months* part of it's been the best 2 months... and another well.. i'm missing some ppl in my life* i've thought about a lot of things...that needed to be thought about* and i've got my friends to help me*
things could be betteR...but i'm sure they could somehow be worse...=^(
ah...i'll try to get this thing to work again sometime!*lol!*

l8ter t8ter!*
~*MaR*~
i.m.y.m.t.a.i.t.w. =^( i.d.w.t.f.l.t.a.m.i.j.w.y.b.

I think it's bout time for another update*

2004-10-30T04:32:38Z

hey guys!* it's been forever!* a lot has happend in the last month...* things have gotten a lil better with mom.... once again*... it'll prolly go back to the whole lecture thing tho* oh well*lol*
... so i've had a few probs... i dont really wanna put on here* but if u're one of my friends ya prolly know!*LoL*... let's just say.. i really dont get guys sometimes*
so... mom finally let me go to the movies with justin.. i had a great time* =^)
she's really started to loosen up* this could be a really good thing*
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so.. last weekend caudill, middleton, mil, and corkie came up for a few min* haha!* that was funnY*... those were nice pj's mil!* oh and i loved the jersey middleton!* just ur size!*JK* they hung around for a lil bit then they went back to corkies* later saturday night i went to the cornmaze with luke and kegan*... they're crazY* but i had fun*
~on sunday i had some issues to deal with...which we're not gonna mention* so i was pretty torn that whole day* but everything was worked out by monday night*=^)* i'm still gonna kick a lil whore's butt!*
~the week~
well.. same as usual* except we were supposed to have a field trip today* it was canceled... for the second time* someone said that coach P had a heart attack and he's in the hospital*... hope ya gets better!*
so... half of the class didnt have their books in spanish... mrs.M was PiSsEd!*LoL* oh well.. not my fault*
~tonight~
we had a game.. agaist clintwood... we lost.. =^(.. it okay guys... we're gonna get gate city!* we had to march... it was muddy... really illy muddy*yuck*.. so.. my foot.. just sank down in the mud and i couldnt move*lol* ah... a lil mud wont hurt me i hope* so then after the game i came home and here i am now bored as hecK!* urg* but i think i'm gonna go and watch a movie... or somethin*
oh and kara... i promise.. we'll make her understand!* she's not gonna go and make u misreable and not hear about it from mE!*loL*
justin- dont let a stupid mistake ruin a good thing... u'll regret it* love ya*
l8ter t8ters!*
*mar*

here we go again*

2004-09-18T19:09:47Z

i dont know what's gotten into me* if it wasnt for justin i dont know where i'd be* my friends help a WHOLE lot too* and school helps cause i'm not stuck here with my parents right in my face*

*....i'm sick and tired of my mom's pointless lectures....*
it seems as if every day i get another stinking lecture* it's always...martha... u should respect me... dont smart off to me...when i ask u to do something dont go huffing bout it* i'm sorry i'm humaN!!* then she's getting back to the ur 'inconciderate' u think it's all about U*
well well... i've got newS!!* i dont think it's all about me* i try just like everyone else* and i really try not to be 'inconciderate'* i'm just so fed up with this junk* today i got a lecture on the following things: my make-up (which i didnt have on, just mascara), smarting off, disobeying her, and not putting family before friends*...hmm... i wonder what it'll be about tomorrow*?*
thank god i dont have to hear this durring the day...thanks to school* weekends are bad*
*....what's the point in having a door??.....*
okay so i'm sitting in my room...with my door shut... trying to get just a few minutes to myself*...what happens!?!* hmm... let's see... my door gets busted open...* what a surprise*

sorry but this has built up inside of me...and i think that it's just about time to let it all out*...this is the only way i can do it without getting another 'lecture' unless she reads this somehow* oh well* it's how i feel*

justin, thanks babe for being here* without u...well i'd fall apart* even tho it's really hard u being in another school... i can always just give ya a call and ya have a way with always making me happy*... i cant stop loving u... and i'm glad*=^)

jules, i know that u've gone thru some similar things* u understand...and will always be there* thanks for the great talks!*

kristina, u're always so cheerie...and seem to know just what to do to cheer someone up* it's hard to talk to u and not get happy or be happy*thanks*

kara, when i need to let my steam out... i can always turn to ya* u seem to listen and care... thank ya too*

thanks ya'll!!*
oh and kelli.... we'll get him one of these days!!* and we'll get him good!!*lol*
okay.. i'm feeling a lil better now* so i'm gonna go... i'll try and update again soon.. but if i dont dont be shocked!*lol*
ILoveYouJustin*
L8TER T8TER!*
mar*

~*The Drama Never Ends*~